Post by Deleted on May 17, 2016 2:03:12 GMT
Okay, so between writing a no assed RP and no showing a main event, I think it is more insulting to answering the amazing RP's from Arcane and The Game with a half-hearted five paragraph P.O.S. You guys are seriously amazing and will be happy to eat the pin so you both look great.
So instead of just no showing, I will explain what I am going through right now with my e-fedding experience. While I am SUPER excited to be doing GFX, videos, segments, and write matches ...my motivation to write RP's has been somewhat deflated. Without going into full detail, I recently came from a place that I LOVED e-fedding in and my time in that fed ended with what I consider a shitty situation. Maybe some of it was me, maybe some of it was a bit of the people involved, but suffice to say, I have been straight up defeated ever since then. To me, it felt like I was fighting against a brick wall. My passion for RPing is at a lapse right now and I don't know if these characters are going to be the ones who will get me back into it. As said, I am going to take the week to change course, figure out what I am doing, and do my staff duties to the best of my abilities. Also, there are taken lists that need updating and roster pics to be made, as well as fiddling around with pro boards even more.
The fed building is what I am most passionate about right now, so that is going to be my main focus.
With that said, I think I am going to go the no show route, so I can focus more on my match and my segments for this week so my end of results are a fun read for all.
So instead of just no showing, I will explain what I am going through right now with my e-fedding experience. While I am SUPER excited to be doing GFX, videos, segments, and write matches ...my motivation to write RP's has been somewhat deflated. Without going into full detail, I recently came from a place that I LOVED e-fedding in and my time in that fed ended with what I consider a shitty situation. Maybe some of it was me, maybe some of it was a bit of the people involved, but suffice to say, I have been straight up defeated ever since then. To me, it felt like I was fighting against a brick wall. My passion for RPing is at a lapse right now and I don't know if these characters are going to be the ones who will get me back into it. As said, I am going to take the week to change course, figure out what I am doing, and do my staff duties to the best of my abilities. Also, there are taken lists that need updating and roster pics to be made, as well as fiddling around with pro boards even more.
The fed building is what I am most passionate about right now, so that is going to be my main focus.
With that said, I think I am going to go the no show route, so I can focus more on my match and my segments for this week so my end of results are a fun read for all.
